EMO

2008-11-21T01:53:00.003+08:00

I just hate everything you does now.I was told seriously off by baby just now.
Now i am left alone thinking,i did not treat you well?I am not as sweet as last time?I am not the same anymore?Honestly marcus just wake up your idea,it is time to do something about this relationship instead just keeping quiet and sitting there letting your girlfriend doing everything.MARCUS are you even there?? CAN you hear me!! MARCUS wana be the last time marcus,MARCUS wana be happy marcus say he want to change everything from tomorrow onwards starting from tomorrow morning,the first thing marcus is going to do is to surpise his baby girl by trying to do anything! marcus dont want baby to frown or worry about him anymore so marcus is going to be happy so does baby need to be happy ,he is supporting his baby girl on everything.WE dont need to go that far just hold on to where we are. marcus seah kai jie love tiffany teo pingping.DOES she know thatttttttt he really really care and love her till now!!!!!!!!!MARCUS LOVE HER.

T.T i love you

2008-10-18T19:35:00.003+08:00

I have change to www.hewritesuchhandsomewords.blogspot.com

GO SEE!

2008-10-18T15:27:00.005+08:00

Went Over to baby house and take breakfast with her in the morning,then we played x box and talk to each other and i started to study.NOW she is teaching me how to do my chemistry while i am blogging.....

THAT is something i wish that i am doing today.BUT i guess it is impossible...

bye.The sttupid boy that love you always.missing you.

T.T I LOVE YOU

1 NOVEMBER FASTER COME

2008-10-18T12:19:00.005+08:00

12:20 pm.Stared at the lamp trying to put myself to sleep.

Recived her sms yesterday to tell me that she has safely arrived.

I MISS YOU.

Nothing seems to be right to me.Something happened which i wanted to share but

all i could do was to sallow the things i wanted to say and shut up.
BABY,dont worry i try to be alright.

Everything i see is how that birdy up there is seeing,everything seems to be upside down.

BYE.I seriously dont feel like bloggingg.

THE dics are playing on repeat...

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And todayI'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something
I just can't doFrom the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

BYE.

T.T I LOVE YOU
1 NOVEMBER FASTER COME

2008-10-17T19:44:00.003+08:00

From morning till now,a can of coke and a cup of ice cream.It is 746pm now and i am at home while derek they all are still walking around..
What about over there?Where are you now,which part are you in?
Reaching.How is your stomach????ARE you okay?ARE you tired?Have you eaten.?
There is a lot more question i want to ask you.Just whr are you now?
I am missing you like shitzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!
I didn't have my breakfast,lunch and i guess i am skipping dinner.
No one ask me what i am eating,no one eat with me,I seriously have no appetite.
I wish you was here,eating with me,tell me how dumb i am when i am eating,tell me what to eat and what not to.Although I went to orchard with derek but i just didnt have any mood to do anything.
I seriously missing you like shittt! My phone is so dam slient.No msg tone,no calls,no nothing.
When you not with me i just feel the most impoatant part of my life is missing.
Food just make me feel digusted for now.
Everywhere i go just have you in my mind.
Study study study....
I am waiting for your msg which you said that will be around midnight.
BABY sorry but i am waiting for your calls.
I just cant sleep for the next two weeks and three nights.
I miss your everything.

Feels so Different Being Here
I Was So Used to Being Next to You
Life For me is Not the Same
There's no One to turn to
Dont know why i let it go too far
Starting over it's so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you
I just Had a wake up call (call)
Wishing that i never let you fall (fall)
Baby you were not to blame at all
(When Im the One that Pushed you Away)
Baby if you knew I cared (cared)
You Would Never Went No Where (no where)
Girl I should've been right there
How Do I Breathe without you here by my side
How will I see when your love brought me to the light
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head
When your not with me, how do I breathe
How do I Breathe
Girl Im Losing my MindYes, I made a mistake
I Felt That you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
This is so bad I can't sleep
I Wish I Knew Where You Could beAnother dude is Replacing meGod,
This Cant be Happening
I just Had a wake up call (call)
Wishing that i never let you fall
Baby you were not to blame at all(When Im the One that Pushed you Away)
Baby if you knew I cared
You Wouldn't have gone no where (no where)
Girl I should've been right there (and i wonder)
How Do I Breathe without you here by my side
How will I see when your love brought me to the light
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head
When your not with me, how do I breathe
How do I Breathe
I Cant get over you, no(ooh)
Baby I dont wanna let go(ohhhh)
Girl you need to come home, back to me
Cause girl you make it hard to breathe
Oh when you're not with me
Tell MeHow Do I Breathe
without you here by my side
How will I see when your love brought me to the light
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head
When your not with me, how do I breatheHow do I Breathe
Yeaaahhhhhh

T.T I LOVE YOU
1 november faster come

TIFFANY

2008-10-17T06:46:00.003+08:00

No need to msg
No need to reach home late
No need to talk on the phone till late
No need to quarrel
No need to think where to go
NO one to irritate
No need to do a lot more things
ISN'T THIS NICE ?
Fuck i just want to be right there with you.
Without doing all the things on top i just felt something important is just just missing :(
..

It is 648AM now.BABY left to America at 4 30AM.I shouldn't have go stayed over her house cause i somehow felt something,some tears came down when she is leaving,Not doing my daily routine kills me.SHE is going for 17 days which will make me feel dam dam fucking emo.I really wished we could talk now,on the way home just now do you know how much i miss your voice,your laughter,your angry face,your stupid look,your kisses,your hugs,those nagging sessionAND MANY MORE.i seriously miss you can you come back right now.i swear if you be back now i will be someone who treats you the best.I really really really really love you x128464746545454544.Alright leave me alone to emo.Cause for now that the only thing i can do.Baby take care yourself in America,drink plenty of water,lastly i miss you.
TAKE CARE.

T.T i love you
1 november faster come

Marcus is emo

2008-10-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

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MARCUS is EMO,i repeat he is SUPER EMO.Baby is leaving in 32 hours to america :(
My O level practical is at 12 O clock pm.Baby is leaving,O level coming.How to handle??
Anyway,will be staying over at baby's place tomorrow.Baby came over to my hse then accompanied baby to her dental,
then we went to marina square to watch house bunny.Then walk around and took a bus home.
Honestly i just dont want you go,but i know this time i cant be selfish.I want you to study with me,talk to me,play with me,do whatever happy things with me!!
TWO WEEKS plus i repeat two weeks plus without you is worst ,i rather diee.I SWEAR i will melt to death.ANYONE!! If i had a choice i will fly to america to take my O levels just to see your pretty face.Marcus will be here missing you and waiting for your calls :(

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
BYE.Marcus love you.

T.T i love you

2008-10-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

Baby I love the way you smell,the way you look when you wake up,the way you kiss me before I go home,I love the way you hug me tight when you sleep,I love the way you stroke my hair,I love the way you look at me when I'm sleeping,I love the way we play fight,I love the way you press my nose cause i am snoring,I love watching you sleeping,I love watching you eating,I love watching you do your hair in your room,I love the way you love me,I love the way when everything is so wrong you still forgive me and make it right,AND lastly I love you.Because you will always be my baby :)
Marcus is sorry.

T.T i love you

HAPPY happy happy happy!!

2008-10-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

Baby baby! I am missing you like shitzzzzzzzz!!Today was super boring.I done something very stupid today,went here and there and went home.End up eating the lunch by myself.But nvm.I just didn't want baby to stress over me. :) Alright sweetie i just want you to know,i made things diffcult for the past few months like asking you do this do that,command you do this,I am sorry.I always not careful with my words.I said things that are super mean which I never consider about your feeling,some things i thought it was not important but it was very important to you.Sorry once again.From now i am not going to keep from you anything,stay truthful to you.You are leaving in three nights time.I will cherish every moment from now.I promise nothing will change when you are gone.My love for you is something that wiill never ever change i promise.If i could i might buy the tickets and you stay with me to teach me how to do MY chemmmmmm which is on next monday!!!!Sweetie sorry for all the quarrels in the past.Promise that we wouldn't quarrel anymore.Let stay like this forever,i promise that we will not leave each other if we ever did we will pull us back together.Promise me that you will complete the whole fairytale with me,i will take you to somewhere where we will be alone,you are the princess i am the prince,it will be diffcult but baby pls say YES.I love TIFFANY TEO PINGPING!

The problems

2008-10-11T09:30:00.004+08:00

But i won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow i have to find.And as i try to make my way, to the ordinary world...I will learn to survive.

Baby and i had a very bad 'fight' yesterday.Some things i thought was not important while to her it was.But baby i am sorry,from now i should be frank and honest to you.I hope you would forgive me :).Last Thursday was baby and me fourth month.We didnt meet the whole day till night as she went to do some shopping with her father and maid at tampiness giant,while i went to get a Ed hardy cap for both baby and me and i bought her a spinning necklace which look dam cool haha..We went to novena to eat,the stupid dumplings got plastic and the stupid aunty just don't want to fucking change it.Baby bake me cheese cake and bought me a red wax lamp.It look dam cool,she say when i think of her then i see that.HAHA.BTW she is leaving me this Friday and my d'O'nut day is on Thursday:( .IT is either a pass or a fail.

Baby,I just want to tell you,i am really sorry.I didn't know things will turn out this way.I hope we will last forever alright?I will be super alone from 17 OCT till 1 November!! WHAT the hell.you are the cutest girl ever meet even though when you are angry.I cant sleep that why i called you this morning in a weird timing :D i really do love you i swear.You remember the water ballet yesterday :P haha.Baby i will not leave you i promise/swear.I know you think it is just a promise but this time i am really serious about you.You have to finish the whole fairy tale with me please my dear princess pull it through and all the upcoming tests we will pull through it i swear!

T.T i love you

2008-10-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

What over is over.

2008-10-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Roses for tomorrow?

Marcus is sorry.

T.T i love you

2008-10-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

Let me start off by the PICTURE of the day :) haha

Went over to baby's house to stay over on friday :) it is another fun time i swear.
haha.On friday we went to watch MAMA MIYA,then we went to giant to shop.We
did not watch the whole movie because of some people.But nvm haha.I am learning
how to accept it.At least trying.Went over to baby's place to cook and we had our candle
lit dinner.Stayed over and we slept all the way till 1 plus 2.Since long did i had such a
good night.Changed went out about 3 plus

,went to suntec wanting to book the tickets for house bunny but there was no show so we went back to marina,there was no show also,so we decided to hang around at there cause baby have the abba concert with her family at 8.i spent 16 dollars on the catching elmo and cookie monster machine,I caught two at least!!

Then we went to eat the green tea ice cream,and took some pictures

We walked all the way to esplande to take some pictures again.

Introducing the sweetest couple on earth,

Then home sweet home:)

Baby's exam are over while mine is appraoching:( stress!!GOT TO START studying soon.

Baby is leaving in twelve day time :( screw it!I LOVE YOU I swear!

T.T i love you.

2008-10-02T19:04:00.002+08:00

SORRY

T.T iloveyou

2008-10-01T21:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY PICTURES with derek.

Went out with derek today to but things for BABY found something dam nice,SPECIAL,unique,no one will buy.lol funny pictures on top enjoy.

I love my baby girl forever x193737404745629262820 forever and ever cant wait for the chalet and fourth month :)

T.T i love you

The prefect curse

2008-09-30T22:08:00.005+08:00

TO baby

Fist i am sorry.I didnt know i was contolling you that much.I really did not want to quarrel with
you.I swear.We really meant to be together from the start.WE meet in a very special way with THAT LOOK.Which i announce to the whole singapore on radio.Every deication i made was all for you.I really love you.This time i really dont know what is happening to us.It maybe just a quarrel week we always pull it through didnt we?Although we quarrelled everytime but everytime we dies that i love you more and more each time i get to know you more and more and know your dislikes and likes.As each day goes by i pamper you and treasure you more.We went to zoo,study at bishan,picnic,cling at eastcoast,sat the cable car,walk the henderson wave saw the three little pigs,i talk to the bird and you took a photo which you upload on your friendster,walk at clarkquay,playing with muffin together,talking to me on the phone till late night.we criticise ugly couple together,we kept asking ourselves why would not get togetherfrom the start.whyyou havenfound me and what are you doing in the past 15 years,YOU did ask me right?We ate bombers,sushi and many more together,do you still remember?The first place we went and the bus 147 we took then i ask you be my forever it was on 9 of june 2008?I really meant it when i said forever ,we always watch the 9 o clock together and you tell me what kind of houses you want and i promise that i will earn a lot a lot of money to buy for you.I really promise you that i swear,we still have so much upcoming plan for your birthday chalet everything and our dream marriage.I told you that you are my first wife that i want to be with,no one is replacing you in my life.Baby i love you and i dont want to let you go,but if i have to girl i think that you shlould know all the love we made could never be erase and i promise you that you will never be replaced.If i could turn back time i will not quarrel with you anymore pls forgive me.I am sorry.can we be back forever.I love you :( :( :( :(

CHRIS BROWN forever

It's u and me

Moving at the speed of light into eternity ya

Tonight, is the night to join me in the middel of exticy

Feal the meledy and the rythm of the music around u, around u

Ima take u there, ima take u there

So don't be scared im right here, baby

We can go anywhere, go anywherebut first its ur chance,

take my hand come with me

It's like I waited my whole life for this one night

It's gonna be me, u and the dance floor

Cuz we only got one night

Double ur pleaseur, double ur funand dance forever (6x)

Forever on the dance floor

Feals like were on another level

Feals like our love's in control

We can be two rebels, breaking the rules, leaping two, u and i

All u gotta do is watch me

Look at what i can do with my feet

Baby, feal the beat inside

I promise u can take the front seat

Just me and u now trust me

Girl, Girl, GirlIts like now(Chours)

It's a long way down, it's so high off the ground

Send in for angel to bring me up

Girl where did u come from

Got me so undone

Gazein in ur eyes got me sayin

What a beautiful lady, no if, ands or maybes

Im relasing my heart its fealin amazing

There's no one else that matters, u love meand

i won't let u fall girl, falli won't let u fall,

let u fall, let u fallit's like(Chours)forever, ever, ever ya

I love you baby no matter what i promise.I belive in forever.I will let you see what is forever one day.

T.T i love you

2008-09-29T06:32:00.002+08:00

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GOOD LUCK baby for your coming N level examinations.
I am always by your side in the examination hall :D
I am the star wars cartoon character.I love you baby
i swear it is true.OFF to sch.See you later at four!

T.T i love you

2008-09-27T21:46:00.003+08:00

Many things happened today.Sorry baby for everything it is mine fault :) i still love you no matter what i promise and swear.You can dont believe me in anything but you must believe me in this!! :) Went to buy my shoes with Derek.We both bought a same white everlast shoes and i bought another converse shoes.Both of us were HAPPY MANnnn cause our shoes finally dont need laces.LOL.Actually Derek brother is more happy then me because of LONG....to be continue.Another forever will be create soon.HAHA.Went over to baby hse to be MACDONALD MAN but i walk and take cab.HAHA.I was BITE by some big bug it hurts and itchy now!! HAHA.I love tiffany teo kai jie forever :) MUACKS
PICTURES UPLOAD TOMORROW.haha

T.T I LOVE YOU

2008-09-25T17:59:00.007+08:00

Studying over at baby's place now:) haha.I also want study break.Baby's school have.Our school also have.THAT is shittttt!! haha.When we were bored we took her dad new mac book and we played his build in camera in the mac book.The effects dam nice.ENJOY!

Baby's exam next monday.109 days and still counting :) I love you tiffany teo pingping forever muacks.We are not quarrelling anymore yes haha!Alright off to study.I am overtaking everyone i swear i am going to do it.

T.T i love you

2008-09-23T23:20:00.003+08:00

106 DAYS AND STILL COUNTING :) baby and I are studying very hard to prove people wrong :) 24 more days :(

T.T I LOVE YOU

2008-09-21T18:45:00.008+08:00

Went over to baby's house to stay over :) haha.It was a sudden decision.Yesterday I book the chalet on 8,9,10 December.300 bucks.Someone is going to run away with 150 haha :P correct?.Wanted to study so went to bishan library but it was crowded and we cab back to seragoon gardens mac to study.AT least i got do my math!!Some one exam coming hahahahaha!26 more days and baby will be going overseas :(

RECOLLECTION :)

Baby this post is specially for you :) I promise.Although we had been minor quarrels here and there over the past three months plus but deep down inside i really love you.I really cherish you,every moment with you.I appreciate whatever you change or done for me thank you Tiffany baby :)You remember what the radio DJ said! No matter what i will love you forever!Good luck for your upcoming examination! I need to study now bye!!To do the impossible!

t.t i love you

2008-09-20T09:12:00.002+08:00

Good morning :)

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SORRY BABY.
I didnt know i neglected you.But i was really sick yesterday.SORRY.
Sweetheart i really love you.I will take up time to accompany you.MY bad.
EXAMINATIONS coming ,everyone in class is studying.I must start studying.
I dont want to retain.TP BUSINESS COURSE i am working on it now.
Going to book the chalet for baby's birthday and go to baby house to study.Goodbye.

2008-09-17T10:51:00.005+08:00

LATE pictures on sat.

2008-09-17T09:01:00.002+08:00

Trust between me and baby is like a bridge and i am busy working on that bridge. love you always muacks :)

2008-09-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

Went out with baby for the past few days.Things turn and better for us seriously.HOPEFULLY nothing will go wrong :) Pictures on it way.ANY WAY my perliums result got 39.HAHA.i wonder where can i go seriously.This time round i am dying.Baby is studying for her N.Good luck:) anything happen just leave baby i wouldnt blame you:) I will understand.If not for me the tagboard everything will not happen.BTW ANNO if you got the guts tag my blog pls.Dont like one dog loser fucker lamer whatever hide behind the screen.BTW if i know who are you and we are still checking on it with the help of my friends and baby's friend if you let me know who the fuck are you i promise i will skin you alive.BASTARD/BITCH!

2008-09-12T18:21:00.004+08:00

Btw everything between me and tiffany is alright now.right baby:)?It was a bit quarrelling here and there,a little fighting and that it i admit, But we deep down inside we love each other.Not going to leave each other as promise:) Baby is getting her lenses now.Grey i guess and she wanted gry too.BTW going to ECP for pinic tomorrow with baby.Wine,grapes sandwhiches ,snacks are there tomorrow :) THE boy that always love you MARCUS SEAH PING PING :) love you always.Will think of what to buy for tomorrow.BYE.

2008-09-10T20:21:00.005+08:00

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sorry baby

The hit on my stomach hurts,fucker is that word that can describe me.
IT hurts till now.I turn around ask you if you really going you told me i was crazy and jealous over too much small thing,phy co and said why do you even want to be with me?.I tried to talk but it was ignored.I am a man i made mistake.I walked away.Reaching the junction i turned back to catch a one last glimpse of you.Tears rolled down my cheeks.Third time.The last bus ticket was fold and kept in my wallet.Catching the last look of everything around me the busstop everything.Bus 70 came and made my way to the Mrt.Everything seems so different people look weird giving me one look,the mrt station was like so so dark,NOthing seems to be right.Met up with derek and i was really out of words when i saw him.Nothing can descride how sad i was.I really did not know what to do.TILLNOW.I went around to find the thing my heart really told me to buy and need to search for it.I went around looking for it.It was found back to the place where we bought it and it was the last piece.I Realli dont know why did i bought it as she is already gone.Typing this blog post looking at muffin this time round when i put muffin on my table she stay still andlaid side by side with my hp.Is she hinting me to call her, msg her?.For the first time muffin did not run about.I REAlli dont know.hanging on still.The elmo and cookie monster will stay together.

PS i love you.

2008-09-10T00:21:00.008+08:00

THE WORLD CUTEST GIRL!

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

Sorry baby.If i did all those wrongs things forgive me alright?

I somehow hurt baby deep inside.I AM sorry :(
Although we had been quarrelling this few days but at least
we are holding on cause we both love each other deeply :).Happy third
Month.I love Tiffany teo ping ping x124648457493036363
I SWEAR it is true.SAKAE sushi buffet was good i promise.
Hunting for coookie monster Helppp!!for WHOLE body not HEAD ONLY!!

Off to do the english composition baby just taught me, i love you for sure!Not leaving you forever!!

chill

2008-09-07T01:13:00.013+08:00

Haha.Went to henderson wave yesterday.Alright it is seriously a long long walk,which made me and baby super tired.Ate at yoshinoya.The food there was alright.standard.Bought the sleeping mask the one on top is hers.I STOLE THE PICTURE..We share it as there is four inside the bag.HAHA.Today went over her hse to study and went home sweet home .More picture in her blog :) on the right there is a link!

ONE STUPID VIDEO SHE TOOK WHEN I DID NOT KNOW WHILE WE WALKING.

T.T I love you

Monday

2008-09-02T22:18:00.001+08:00

T.T I love you.

3 AM

2008-09-02T10:15:00.005+08:00

I seriously love you. has.i just cant get any fucking sleep,my eyes cant close because I am just not tired.IF i have one wish.I wish that we will last forever.LOVE YOU forever.BYE.READING THE OC book.!.

WEEKENDS

2008-08-31T18:45:00.006+08:00

That baby's hand.HAHA.On friday baby and I MEET up and went down town to meet up with tommy and shangyi.Talk for a while we headed to bugis pool fusion to meet her friends then we went down to vivo wanting to catch a movie but there was none and i was freaking hungry and ate a lot of things from long john.HAHA.We went up to the "garden" up at vivo and took some pics and home sweet home.As for yesterday morning i went for training and afternoon i went up to baby's house to stay over haha.I WAS like a thief in there because i was suppose to hide in her room as her parents did not know that i stayed over.HAHA.SHe was running a super high fever like 39.0 and i was sponging her all the way.Haha.Left her hse in the afternoon.Btw i bought three OC BOOK for $38 plus AND i am going to read soon.I still need to buy four more to the whole collection.HONESTLY i am reading the books because of her or not i will not waste the money on books sshhh. If you viewed my friendster the book i love is (the book of no words!!!)hahaa Alright my turn to run a fever now.I got to rest.BYE.

KIBUM!!

2008-08-27T10:33:00.007+08:00

Baby keep saying i look like this guy below

So this guy is from the twelve people band, super junior from korea.His name is KIBUM.But seriously compare for yourself and see who is the more handsome one or hotter one:P of course is.....Roarrr!!But something for sure if kibum coming to Singapore i am not going to tell her sshhh...haha.OR not me the imitation KIBUM WILL BE LEFT ALONE.HAHA.Morning went to meet that stupid girl at SERGAOON mrt to fetch her to school.I have no sch till afternoon cause of my afternoon paper and her paper was at 945.MEET her around 8 thirty at the mrt,went harbor front and took 166 to her sch.From there i took 166 back home-.- My math paper two will be at two,I haven even start studying fuckkkk!! I doubt i will pass cause i pass baby all my luck lol.Alright i wana go eat and become AH FEIIIII!!BYE BYE. ANDD i will love you baby always.FOREVER is the word.

:(

2008-08-26T11:58:00.005+08:00

Sometimes when you talk things out everything will be better.As for yesterday baby just hate it when i am with my friends the way the tone i talk to her.She don't mind me being with my friends don't get the wrong idea she just hate the tone i talk to her when i am with my friends.OKAY.Dont WISH to elaborate further.Maybe she was just stress about her result and her family stuff.I might be a bad influence to her.I haven even start studying for my d"O"nut exam as that what everyone in class say -.- i think i must start studying before i am going to retain and those people who i always laugh at might end up laughing at me fuckkkkkk!!As for yesterday night i was chase by a black dog at Philips avenue!! Screw that stupid bitch/bastard dog!

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2008-08-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

START OVER

Thank you baby :)

2008-08-21T18:54:00.027+08:00

On 16 august something big big happened :) I went out with baby to celebrate me BIG BIRD DAY :)Meet her around should be 12 45 and guess what she late on my birthday celebration.But nvm i expected it though :PThen took 109 to white sand and we were lost and that stupid girlfriend of mine kepp asking are we on the right bus a not,are we on the right bus a not,and she gave me one stupid face haha:) alighted from bus we take a super long time to see what bus to downtown east then i made a new friend at the bus stop :)haha.Then decided to take a cab from the bus stop to the stupid downtown east.ONE ADVICE FOR EVERYONE dont go there cause there is nothing to shop but food food food!The toilet dam style one thats the good point.We went to take neo prints then after that there was no place to cut the pictures and i went to ask for a pair of scissors and i act like a pro saying to her that" i know how to cut you dont know one".haha then i cut the pictures out of shape and got scolding.-.- After that we went back all the way to vivo and the stupid thing is that when we thought it over we went to downtown east just to drink bubble tea and take neo prints.The reason taking neoprints there is because no ah lian and ah beng lol that cute girlfriend of mine.Reach vivo went to buy my levis black and gold watch.IT was alright and i was not the happiest person in the world okay? but if you around i am :)Walk around vivo and went to the shop opposite LONG JOHN SLIVER to make the sand and liquid thing i dont know how to explain that but the pictures will show and the winnie the pooh with grey nose muahahaha.Done already we walk out of long john and baby call me to laugh at the people who are eating Long john lol and i laughed.THAT day i offend a lot of people will continue what happened.BABY'S Heels is hurting and we had to put plaster as and when.She seems to be in pain but she didnt not complain a single shit :) thank you.Went to the harbour front centre 3 to take the cable cars took one whole round and i got scolded from the person in charge cause i did not sit with my girlfriend lol.Bought some chips cause both of us are famished roarrr!!Rushed down to the mrt to Clarke quay to have our dinner then while baby was going to tap the card there is one lady in her 40's rush and she cut baby's queue.I pulled baby back and said loudly " LET THE OLD LADY GO FIRST "She looked at me and gave me a super stern look like wana eat me up!BABY was like keep laughing.ASS HOLE she called me.Then reached Clarke quay and went to bombers and eat.My girlfriend ordered a group of musician to play music for me lol.Joking the band was there while we were walking down and she said that she book it.-.- okay lame.Then she keep aking me if i am full and i thought she ask meaning if the dinner was nice and i kept saying dam full and she suddenly said that "i actually want to buy cake for you",then i was like no la actually very hungry and she bought a small small double chocolate cake and she said she wana buy another one cause 12 O clock eat together okay i think it is sweet :)BUT I AM REALLY SUPER FULL!!!Cut cake and stuff and went back to her hse the play ground to get my present.SHE bought quite a number of things for me 2 shirt happy and emo, wallet, boxers, tooth brush and elmo haha.THen went home.THANK YOU baby for the moments we spent together and everything we had.Although we had quarrelling after that but i bet things will get well really soon.ANY way hope you like the pinkie pony and the SJ poster:) WE will last forever and ever keeping all the promises :) THis is a super long post honestly i hate blogging muhahahahaha.JUST FOR YOU :)Pictures will show everything :)and the pictures a little jumble up!!

THE bottle we bought and the pony i bought for her :)

Look after my heart cause i've left it with you

died

2008-08-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

This blog is dying soon.I THINK I SHLD upload some pics.Some how tomorrow will be the release of the Chinese O level result.Good luck to all my brothers and friends!

BEEN quarrelling with baby for stupid reason.Seriously when will all this stop.She just promised that both of us will give in.Hopefully we will stop quarrelling and stay together happily:) i love you!

BYE

2008-08-11T19:15:00.001+08:00

GOOD BYE.Cut it short i am not a good boyfriend.

LEAVE ME TO EMO.

BYE.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word:(

2008-08-09T09:52:00.004+08:00

It is 4 05 am.I just cant get any sleep.THIS SONG KEPT RUNNING IN MY HEAD.I kept thinking what happened last night.I didnt expect my self to fall for you so badly.I really really love you that much.I cant close my eyes at all....cause i cant get any sleep.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word)

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.

And it's getting more and more absurd.

It's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to meThat sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.

And it's getting more and more absurd.

It's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to meThat sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. SorryWhat I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

What have I got to do?

What have I got to do?

When sorry seems to be the hardest word

MAYBE all the faults lies in me not you.I am not a good boyfriend.Seriously not.I am petty not understanding kept quarrelling with you.I AM REALLY trying really really trying.It is our two month we had our ups and downs during this period of time.I Learnt from it.My two month wish is that lets stop quarrelling and move on.NOTHING can stand in our way.I LOVE YOU CAUSE WE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER!I SWEAR!OUR LOVE WILL NEVER DIE!

The times . . .

2008-08-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

BABY i some how know i am not understanding enough or patenice.Maybe some love, care and concern will be enough :( i didnt meant to say those things.Maybe i have to stop it.All those stupid things anymore.I learnt a lot from here :) good night baby.

REALLY SO SO SORRY!

SOB SOB :(

2008-07-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

I may be not a good boyfriend.I really love you tiffany teo ping ping.You are the love of my life.!I WANT to be there for you like no one else.Everything i can do for you.BUT i just wish that we can last long. bye

EMO

TEN PROMISES

2008-07-28T22:40:00.003+08:00

I some how made ten promises to my girlfriend and she made back :)
Went to zoo on sat with baby:) Fuck we lost the memory card so sorry.All pics gone but luckily we print out some.Then today we went to kallang to watch brazil and singapore 3-0 what the hell.Sorry baby i need you be there for me to tell me what wrong or right :) you are the only one.

MY TEN PROMISES
I PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT LEAVE YOU

I PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT LOOK AT GIRLS

I PROMISE THAT I WILL GIVE IN TO YOU ALWAYS

I PROMISE THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART

I PROMISE THAT YOU ARE THE ONE I TRULY LOVE

I PROMISE THAT I WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME

I PROMISE THAT I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU WHENEVER U CALL

I PROMISE THAT I WILL MARRY YOU IN FURTURE

I PROMISE YOU THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS IMPORTANT TO ME

I PROMISE YOU THAT I WILL GIVE YOU A GOOD LIFE NEXT TIME

HER TEN PROMISES

I PROMISE THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY BOY I LOVE, DEEP INSIDE MY HEART.

I PROMISE THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS TAKE THE TITLE OF BEING MY BOYFRIEND AND MY FUTURE HUSBAND.

I PROMISE THAT MY LOVE FOR YOU IS TRUE AND SINCERE AND THAT I WANT TO MAKE OUR LOVE LAST FOREVER.

I PROMISE THAT ALTHOUGH YOU ARE NOT MY FIRST, BUT YOU'LL DEFINETLY BE MY LAST.

I PROMISE THAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, ABANDON YOU OR INITIATE A BREAK UP WITH YOU, UNLESS YOU GO TOO FAR.

I PROMISE THAT NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES, I'LL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOU IF ANYTHING GOES WRONG FOR US.

I PROMISE THAT IN 10 YEARS TIME, WE WILL BE LIVING IN A BEAUTIFUL HOUSE WITH REALLY CUTE CHILDREN AND DOGS.

I PROMISE THAT NO OTHER BOY CAN TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU CAUSE IT'S ONLY YOU THAT I LOVE, MY ONLY ONE.

I PROMISE THAT I WILL GIVE IN TO YOU AT TIMES AND ALWAYS BE REASONABLE DURING QUARRELS.

I PROMISE LASTLY THAT YOU ARE AS IMPORTANT TO ME AND I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH YOU AND THE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE.

That all i need to study right now start now!!No playing anymore:) roarrr!!!

baby

2008-07-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

Baby i am sorry if i gave you the wrong idea but i totally got over her.Now in my life consists of you,muffin,studies and family.No more in my life.I love you more than anything else.No one can replace you just you i swear.!Don't misunderstand i swear i don't love her just you.

HISTORY

2008-07-17T21:26:00.003+08:00

Everything will be try to be forget after today.If u ask me about memories and all sort of things that i used to have in the past i had totally forgotten everything.But maybe some people need time.This few days had been quarrelling with baby.I think everything was my fault.I am trying thinking my best how to be not demanding,oversensitive, petty,dumb,fuckup,not understanding,not caring,selfish,foolish,not thoughtful and lastly i think i am not a sweet boyfriend:( So what kind of boy friend i am?i kept questioning myself.I think if anyone grade me from A-Z i might not fall on Z but maybe i will fall on grade Z-.Seriously i am trying my best to change.All the thing we had been through for the past one month plus from those happy things till those emo stuff i am still happy and never ever regretted that i i love u.Sometimes for me although i feel emo i prefer not saying out even if i felt super super sad or hurt.I will keep it all by myself like how i did for the past few days.I felt dumb whenever we quarrelled cause i will just talk to our baby muffin.But all she could do is gave me the blur look.From the first day we went out when i was supposed to see you home only once but now i nearly does it everyday.I dont mind doing anything for you.EVERTHING.cause if loving you was wrong i rather not to be right:)From all the quarrelling and fighting i learnt from a lot of things from it.SORRY i dont meant some things i had said baby:( I LOVE YOU.

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink till it dies
If you leave me tonight.
I know i am not the only one for you
but you are always the only one for me.

DEMANDING?!?

2008-07-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

Am i seriously a demanding boyfriend?Once again i ask myself seriously.MUFFIN MUFFIN TELL ME CAN.Talk to you u like just squeak squeak means what?A lot of things happened during this week.FOR now i cant go for english lesson cause too desrtuctive-.-.WHAT WRONG DID I DONE SERIOUSLY WHY MY ENGLISH TEACHER TREAT ME LIKE THAT!!i FUcking do your hw man.PLS.Any way played soccer with arshark they all super funny.WON THEM OKAY!3-2 i score one derek one.Today went out with baby.HAHA.I WANA FAKE HER one cause she got two lollipop then coke and strawberry ma.I wana eat the coke one but she also want.Then i say the coke not nice keep saying but she just dun wana give me wao my plan failed.THEN ALIGHT FROM TRAIN SAW KERPAL.LOL..BABY I LOVE youuu...SORRY if i am too demanding!!

AIN'T EMO

2008-07-09T23:38:00.007+08:00

SHLD I CLOSE THIS BLOG CAUSE I AM NO LONGER EMO! :) HAPPY ONE MONTH BABY.LOVE U LOTS..This hamster name is MUFFIN.OUR ONE MONTH PRESENT:)

THE SECOND MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE.OF COURSE YOUR ARE THE FIRST!!

ALWAYS BE MY BABY!

2008-07-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

BABY SORRY FOR being demanding and so so not understanding.I love this much and care for you this much i swear!I TRUST YOU BABY.I seriously love you:) sorry for everything.THIRTY MORE MINUTES:)

VINDICATED

2008-07-07T00:09:00.008+08:00

Nothing seems to be fair.but nvm.ANY WAY THIS BLOG IS DYING SOON.I am a stating to become a boring person.seriously. AM I really demanding?I sometimes seriously doubt my capabilities.I DO think i suck at times.Somethings seems important tobe more important then me:( nvm understandable.I LOVE U AND THAT IT.bye

Forever - Chris Brown

I DO CARE!

2008-07-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

I DO CARE FOR YOU!IT is maybe the way i speak but. . . My voice got so uncaring ah?zZz.OMG.I SERIOUSLY CARE I SWEAR.I am gona love u till the end of time i am serious and i am not gona quarrel with you you anymore i promise :)love u.CHILL.

OMG!!

2008-06-29T16:51:00.002+08:00

OMG.I seriously love you!i am sorry for every single shit that i gave to you my attitude and stuff.I will give in and not quarrel with you cause i seriously love you.No matter what!!SHARE OUR PROBLEMS ALL TOGETHER!PLS!

HOME UNITED MAYBE MAKING THEIR EXIT DUE TO ME

2008-06-17T13:41:00.003+08:00

YEST HOMEUNITED VS CHONG GEE SPORTS CLUB.We lost..
For all the matches we lost this.we may be out and making our way out.
Partly fault was mine.I started out first quarter with two foul.I WAS benched.PLAYED LIKE SHIT MISSED most of the lay up.SORRY TEAM MY BAD.
I already made up my mind.GIVING up bball CAUSE i think i am not fated to play it.Which team i play also will out :( hai.Maybe i am not cut out to play bball.that all.

GOOD!

2008-06-10T21:50:00.013+08:00

ALL TOGETHER

GOOD FRIENDS

WE ROCK!

BROTHERS

BEST FRIENDS

CRAZY ME

SINGER NG AND SINGER SEAH

ACTBLUR

Morning went to help out in the chicken rice store today and super tired.

Wanted to go michelle hse for some majiong but in the end something happened and we went to K BOX HAHA.SUPER FUN.SOME PICTURES up there.and i will love you more each day and i am sure i made the right decision.ten years from 9 of june 2008 :)

HOMEUNITED

2008-06-07T11:20:00.006+08:00

FINALLY ENTERING ROUND TWO OF MILO CUP FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS.BUT THIS TIME IS NOT WITH HENDERSON BUT HOMEUNITED.MAYBE YOU ALL CALL ME A BETRAYER OR WHAT BUT SOMEONE JOINING A NEW TEAM MAKES ME GAIN EXPERIENCE AND IS A EXPOSURE FOR ME !ANY ONE JUST UNDERSTAND PLS.WE ARE LOSERS cause we had not get champion, entering top four or finals will be diffcult for us.SERIOUSLY.Hopefully we can do it!!AND THE SOMEONE BETTER COME DOWN SUPPORT :):)

TRAINING IS IMPORTANT

TRUST IS ALSO IMPORTANT :(:(
Trust me pls for once :( PLS!!

Alright going training soon.ALL I WANT FOR BREAKFAST IS YOU!

LATE!!

2008-06-05T08:49:00.003+08:00

LATE FOR SCH 9 START AND I AM STILL HERE ROARRR!!

HOME UNITED!!
NO PLACE SAFER THEN HOME!

JI MAS SELEMAT!

2008-03-17T20:41:00.007+08:00

MISS HT??ANYONE??BET U ALL DO.HAHA.I WRITING THIS IS NOT DOING ANY FUNNY STUFF OR STUPID VIDEO JUST ABOUT JI.ONE OF THE EDITED A LITTLE ANG MO PAI.here it goes.I BET THAT U ALL HAD HEARD THAT THIS STUPID GUY HAD escaped from WHITLEY DENTENTION CENTRE ONE OF THE HIGHEST SERCURE PLACE IN SINGAPORE.SO LETS HELP OUR USLESS MAI TA DO THEIR JOB.(CLEAN BACKSIDE KIO SAI)AS WE ARE THE SHIT (sai gang) WARRIOR!

THIS IS MAS SELEMAT (JI)PROBLEM MAKER

REWARD FOR CATCHING JI(CANDLE LIGHT DINNER WITH LEE SIANZ LONG)AND $360K
TERMS AND CONDITIONs.
1-.this JI hunting event is organised by sai gang organisation.
2-any death/injury sufferED during the hunt will not be held by the organsiation
3-this is not a paid event voluntary only
4-as a singaporean this is what we can do to protect singapore.
5-hunt may proceed in any location possible just dun burden our ma ta
6-equiments like night version goggles are not provided get yours at your nearest mama shop.$9.90 only.
7-IF FOUND do not assualt him oraganisation will handle him
8-company have all rights to re draw rewards.
9-Lee sianz might not be free for the candle light dinner.
10-singapore law shld be enforce at all time.
11-THIS picture is taken from http://www.talkingcock.com/
12-ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
13-LET THE HUNT BEGIN!!!!!!!

NUM CALL IF EMERGENCY (so i can claim the reward myself)
61234567

TAKEN FROM HT PREVIOUS BLOG
SLIGHTLY EDITED BY ME!!